Today, I am beginning to redo my room,  it's in desperate need on cleaning! The one thing i don't want to see leave though is your drum set. Once those are gone, I know you would let go. I've got a few more weeks of that though. Im also at Antone's, watching a band my mom is working on developing. I just keep thinking about your Battle of the Bands show and how we stayed there from six to midnight waiting for your results (keeping in mind how rigged it was.) I just want to see you walk off the stage after loading up your drums so I can tell you how amazing you did tonight. One day, I guess, but until then, 

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today, i am at the botanical gardens with my friend lucy. i remember always begging you to take me there when i got my camera so i can photograph all the beautiful flowers. well this place is much more beautiful then i expected. there is a very small wedding happening. i couldn't resist 'awwing' outloud, enough so the couple could hear me. they looked up and smiled then continued with their vows. this whole time i've been thinking about how much you would have been smiling when you saw them, probably just as much as i am.